After
Gatsby died everything in New York became a reminder of everything that he was.
His giant house was the only view from my windows and I couldn’t take it
anymore. I had to leave because if I stayed I feared I would go insane. People
constantly talked about him and trashed his name when truly they didn’t even
know him. The hit and run and the affair were all pinned on him. They slandered
his name and made him out to be a crook. I was the only one who knew the truth
and it made me so mad. Every weekend remained silent with no parties going on
next door. To any normal person this would be a dream come true if their crazy
neighbor finally stopped making noise. But to me it broke my heart. All the
hope and happiness in the air seemed to vanish with Gatsby’s death. It killed
me every time I looked at the green light across the pond. To Gatsby it
symbolized true hope and love but to me it only symbolized loneliness and
betrayal. I didn’t exactly have anywhere to go even if I left the city, so
decided to move back to my home town. At least there I wouldn’t be constantly
reminded about the heartbreak I experienced over the summer. Some things are
just to hard to bare and staying in New York was one of them.
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ReplyDeleteNick old sport, I can't thank you enough. Thank you for everything you did for me. Thank you for reuniting me with the love of my life. Thank you for coming to my funeral. Most importantly, thank you for being a true friend. I'm so sorry you had to get caught up in the madness of everything that occurred that summer. Do not worry though, even though I have passed away I do not regret any of my previous actions and the consequences they brought to me. I was doing them for someone I loved and cared about, and whether or not the feeling was mutual, I would have pursued her for as long as it took. Old sport, you are a genuine person with good intentions, and the last thing you deserved was to leave New York feeling how you did. I wish I could have provided you with a better experience of the city you held so much hope for.
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